I'm sorry how I've been acting to my friends, but hope is on it's way.
So with work, I will soon be getting a new work schedule. FUCK YEA! I think this new work schedule might fucking help me get my life on track. I will be work 4 days week 10 hours day. I will be starting work at noon!!! This will help because it means more week end to really recover, so I will be less burnt out with work, so I will be less burnt out on the week end. I could get out in the sun and get out to be with people to enrich my life. Also ten hour shifts are what I often work any way. So I will work less hours during the week. And because I go in much later I will be on a more natural sleeping schedule at work.
Also what this means is that someone will then be working my old shift. That means one more person working at the small ass branch of the company I work for. Where there was 4 people now there will be 5. That person also has to be able to do my type of work, that means there will be two computer geeks that actually can do the all of the types of work. Rather then just me.
Also with someone helping during the day and me working more of my hours after the store closes, I will have less jobs to do at once and/or less need to jump back and forth between those different so many times so often in the day. All I can say about that is WOW FUCK, that's going to cut my stress down a lot.
One thing that also has already happened was we got a second computer running. This second computer has already freed up some of my responsibility, because the two other co-workers (with very limited knowledge needed in the field of modern print centres) now can do some of the fucking work with out it being my fucking responsibility all the time. Not that they couldn't have used the front desk computer sometimes, but novelty of computer points out they should maybe fucking do it. Plus obtaining the new computer means that my manager is recognizing it's time they do it. (thank you so much)
I kninda think some of this might have come about because my boss is seeing the over the normal effort I am doing to keep the place running smoothly, seeing how I don't blink an eye at working extra when I'm on the clock or off. Also I wonder if anything is do with him hearing my rants to one of the coworkers that she has to take more responsibility for the job she is doing. I basically told her just because the work is digital it does not mean she just can let me deal with it. When I'm over flowing with work, I can not just magically do more at the same time. Nor should I even be asked only because she is personally to fucking lazy to figure out. And no I was not nice to her about it when I was telling her.
So what this finally means is:
I think I will get to be a human again, and can be peoples friend. I can have life. I can take care of my needs. I get to be that cool person I once was.
Also what this means is that someone will then be working my old shift. That means one more person working at the small ass branch of the company I work for. Where there was 4 people now there will be 5. That person also has to be able to do my type of work, that means there will be two computer geeks that actually can do the all of the types of work. Rather then just me.
Also with someone helping during the day and me working more of my hours after the store closes, I will have less jobs to do at once and/or less need to jump back and forth between those different so many times so often in the day. All I can say about that is WOW FUCK, that's going to cut my stress down a lot.
One thing that also has already happened was we got a second computer running. This second computer has already freed up some of my responsibility, because the two other co-workers (with very limited knowledge needed in the field of modern print centres) now can do some of the fucking work with out it being my fucking responsibility all the time. Not that they couldn't have used the front desk computer sometimes, but novelty of computer points out they should maybe fucking do it. Plus obtaining the new computer means that my manager is recognizing it's time they do it. (thank you so much)
I kninda think some of this might have come about because my boss is seeing the over the normal effort I am doing to keep the place running smoothly, seeing how I don't blink an eye at working extra when I'm on the clock or off. Also I wonder if anything is do with him hearing my rants to one of the coworkers that she has to take more responsibility for the job she is doing. I basically told her just because the work is digital it does not mean she just can let me deal with it. When I'm over flowing with work, I can not just magically do more at the same time. Nor should I even be asked only because she is personally to fucking lazy to figure out. And no I was not nice to her about it when I was telling her.
So what this finally means is:
I think I will get to be a human again, and can be peoples friend. I can have life. I can take care of my needs. I get to be that cool person I once was.