May 20, 2005 10:17
GOD! I don't know what to do right now. I'm so confused. I really like him, but I screwed up! It's all my fault. It's always my fault. I'm just a screw up. Well, at least I got a pic with him! I feel so stupid. He's such a sweety! He didn't deserve what I did! I just had so much going on. Hell! I still do! I really wish he would give me a second chance. I thought i could get over him and be able to just say "Hey" and look at him, but I can't. It hurts, too, much! What am I to do?!?! GOD!!!!!!!!
~Kris