i pretend that im glad u went away, but im dying inside and nobody knows it but me
Well I guess Josh and I are friends again. Surprisingly he asked me to go to the mall the other day so I went and we spent all day there and saw 2 movies...and then today we went to the mall again n just chilled. I'm glad were hanging out again. He's still the crazy ass Josh I remember. That's what attracts me to him.. damn i love that boy so much. But anyway, I want to go to erins but shes not home so I have to wait. I hate being alone.. grrrr. This sucks. And I want to talk to Josh but I feel stupid.
Yet I still feel tension between both of us.. But I miss how we used to be. I miss everything. I miss him calling me in the middle of the night and talking for 5 hours straight. I miss being his best friend. God do I miss it, and I'd kill just to get it back. But maybe its better this way, or maybe there's more to the future than I know.. I dont know... All i know is im confused.... just dazed and confused. thats all.
Yet I still feel tension between both of us.. But I miss how we used to be. I miss everything. I miss him calling me in the middle of the night and talking for 5 hours straight. I miss being his best friend. God do I miss it, and I'd kill just to get it back. But maybe its better this way, or maybe there's more to the future than I know.. I dont know... All i know is im confused.... just dazed and confused. thats all.