Howdy-doo.
OMG HELLO INtERWEBZ!!!
yeeeea. are you ready for this stream of conciousness update? You better get ready.
Anyway. This last couple of months has been full of new things. I quit a job I had always wanted, but never could really handle. And got a new one that started stressing me out last week. I went to see a 'lady' doctor today, to insure that I don't get preggars before it's economically feasible. I registered for my third block of classes. Taught a lesson to a group of second graders that I wrote entirely on my own. Discovered my incredible potential to be organized. I discovered that with a little self-control I TOO can save thousands of dollars. Was rearended, and had my car declared a 'total loss.' Went tanning in a big scary bed, and enjoyed every minute of it. I even flew by the seat of my pants and booked a hotel room for one night, because I was in dire need of privacy! I gave up soda for lent, (not catholic), partly to make myself healthier and partly to show Bob I could make sacrifices (still refusing to convert). My mother thinks I'm ridiculous for doing it. My cell phone is near death. I'm getting my own plan, and paying my own bill, and my parents aren't fighting it. I am more stressed out right now than I have been in weeks. I go to Bob's house and stare off in space while he plays with my hair. It's probably guilt because I shouldn't be over there in the first place, I should be doing my work, or catching back up on sleep. But I pathetically depend on him to calm me back down.
Some days I feel prepared, other days not so much. I've finally made friends in my major, but I don't feel really attached to them. They all know this is what they want to do. They all have a great reason to be a teacher. They all keep me updated on what I have to do to get by. I'm sort of just their comic relief, and good listener. (What they don't know is that I make jokes when I'm uncomfortable, and I listen quietly when I have no idea what else to say.)
Semester is almost over...
I graduate in 3 semesters... then the real world..
yeeeea. are you ready for this stream of conciousness update? You better get ready.
Anyway. This last couple of months has been full of new things. I quit a job I had always wanted, but never could really handle. And got a new one that started stressing me out last week. I went to see a 'lady' doctor today, to insure that I don't get preggars before it's economically feasible. I registered for my third block of classes. Taught a lesson to a group of second graders that I wrote entirely on my own. Discovered my incredible potential to be organized. I discovered that with a little self-control I TOO can save thousands of dollars. Was rearended, and had my car declared a 'total loss.' Went tanning in a big scary bed, and enjoyed every minute of it. I even flew by the seat of my pants and booked a hotel room for one night, because I was in dire need of privacy! I gave up soda for lent, (not catholic), partly to make myself healthier and partly to show Bob I could make sacrifices (still refusing to convert). My mother thinks I'm ridiculous for doing it. My cell phone is near death. I'm getting my own plan, and paying my own bill, and my parents aren't fighting it. I am more stressed out right now than I have been in weeks. I go to Bob's house and stare off in space while he plays with my hair. It's probably guilt because I shouldn't be over there in the first place, I should be doing my work, or catching back up on sleep. But I pathetically depend on him to calm me back down.
Some days I feel prepared, other days not so much. I've finally made friends in my major, but I don't feel really attached to them. They all know this is what they want to do. They all have a great reason to be a teacher. They all keep me updated on what I have to do to get by. I'm sort of just their comic relief, and good listener. (What they don't know is that I make jokes when I'm uncomfortable, and I listen quietly when I have no idea what else to say.)
Semester is almost over...
I graduate in 3 semesters... then the real world..