It's a little bit funny.. this feeling inside
I have a very strong desire to watch Moulin Rouge...
Campus feels very lonely for me lately. When I run into people I know, it's generally people I haven't REALLY talked to in almost a year so we spin on about something meaningless and part ways.. again.
The reliable spots to run into highschool friends, ebash people, guard people, work people no longer exist. Nobody's ever around anymore.
Even further, I am apart of the most populous major on campus... and I don't know anyone else in my major really well, and I don't know my advisor or the department heads, or the important profs.. or what I'm supposed to be doing!
I make decisions everyday without any help.
I eat meals everyday without company.
And where I was so confident in myself a month ago, I am shaking again.
Rather pathetic how the two are related.
Campus feels very lonely for me lately. When I run into people I know, it's generally people I haven't REALLY talked to in almost a year so we spin on about something meaningless and part ways.. again.
The reliable spots to run into highschool friends, ebash people, guard people, work people no longer exist. Nobody's ever around anymore.
Even further, I am apart of the most populous major on campus... and I don't know anyone else in my major really well, and I don't know my advisor or the department heads, or the important profs.. or what I'm supposed to be doing!
I make decisions everyday without any help.
I eat meals everyday without company.
And where I was so confident in myself a month ago, I am shaking again.
Rather pathetic how the two are related.