Aug 02, 2005 05:41
Sitting here depressed and lonely. Erica wont come home tonight and maybe never again.I feel better to know then not know. I miss you so much even though i KNEW what you where doing to me. I still care the same for you.I just wish you didn't let people control you and dont even tell me you were gonna do this on your own. I am sure Eric talking to you didn't help much at all. Yes i still love you and as fucked up as it sounds I still consider you mine................ I love you Erica. I love nothin more but fot for you to come home to me,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,