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[crazycraker1012]

well i have been sick for a while but i think im finally getting over it. i don't know what kind of mood im in im not in a bad mood but im not in a good mood. meg is coming over tonight which will be fun she has been goin through alot and i know i havent really been there for her and i apologize im going to try my best. i have this stupid open house for harper on thursday with my mom. i know where i want to go tho when i get out of there..i would love to go to columbia in chicago but i'll probably end up going to Illinois State. i had a date this weekend which was fun i was glad to get out of the house. he's a really nice guy i dont know if anything is goin to come of it but i dont want to jump into any relationship i usually screw those up so maybe we will just casually date for awhile. well it pretty much sucks coming back to school..its the same thing every day go to class forget to do some classes homework get yelled at get behind..go to lunch (now lunch is meeting with senora ashida everyday to raise my grade) fifth hour is spent in the school store with chris cuz i don't like being in the lunch room. not gonna eat lunch today not hungry no money. i work for the week which is practically the only thing that cheers me up. im not depressed i just dont really have any feeling its weird. i would love to do the morning announcements because other than sheena i think everyone makes it boring and i know that i would spice things up (me and clare already thought of new ideas) but im not goin to do it because everyone knows the camra adds like twenty pounds and i dont want to look like shamu up there..damn being fat. i;m supposed to be doing micro type right now and i am behind but im gonna update this first. its funny cuz i was gone for two days at school and no one noticed but sheena and laura, well i know meg and i dont see eachother so that doesnt count. but i wasnt at work and everyone knew it it was nice to be missed i guess you can tell who your friends are..hung out with amanda that was nice but i got sick and went home early. i have to pay my phone bill soon that should be fun. going to minnesota with amanda clare and julie will be alot of fun for spring break and then going downtown for a couple of days with some ppl will be fun. well i think ill end this this entry has been basically about nothing..

stephanie xoxo