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ok so yesterday i officially became a senior at lake mary high school. i was expecting an unbelievable day. i don't know why i had such high hopes, or why i thought school would magically be fun, but i guess since there's all this hype about being a senior i was optimistic. boy, was i wrong. so far this year i haven't gotten used to my schedule and it blows. i thought i was going to have such good classes. ya, no. i never see any of my besties anymore. i used to always have atleast one class with them, or have tons of time to talk in the halls, but not this year. and i love how the school population has risen to well over 3000 kids now- 1000 freshman. it's such a blast. and in between classes it's like a zoo in the halls due to the rezoning of certain schools that dumped all their kids in ours. oh how i adore affirmative action. i wish i had the chance to choose what school i wanted to go to, because i sure as hell would be leaving this one. i miss all the seniors- the boys mainly. all of you know how i have a distinct taste for older guys, so being in the oldest grade in my school isn't thrilling for me. what guys are there to look at? hmm, well we can choose from the four foot tall freshman with their mouthful of braces, or the senior boys who think they're so much better than everyone else. score. i need the senior boys from last year back:( oh well, maybe my grades will actually be decent this year, now that i have nothing to concentrate on other than my work. hopefully everything will get better. i mean, it's only the second day so i'm sure it will. but things better change, for the better, and fast. i miss last year:( all that fuss about being a senior... ugh. so i guess this just means that my weekends have to be THAT much more exciting. to make up for the five out of seven days of my week that suck. so let's plan early:) as matty says, i neeeed thiiis!