May 11, 2006 13:16
my horoscope for today:
"You know what feeling you haven't felt in an awfully long time? Nervousness! It's been nice sitting in such a secure position, but you thrive on stimulation and your brain needs a challenge right now. Today you need to face a fear, take a chance and put yourself out there. Give your senses an electrical charge and step out of your comfort zone -- and like diving into a cool, refreshing lake, it's best to just jump right in. Don't waste time testing the waters."
it's just so weird because it's so true. i'm starting to serve today and i'm sure that waitressing is not that bad, you make such good money and i know it's not that hard. but i've been starting to get so used to hosting that i didn't want to waitress anymore, but now that aimee decided to start me with serving i am soo nervous.
i just keep telling myself i will be fine, there's nothing hard about it, i don't have to make it difficult. plus i'm only going to have four tables that is not bad at all!
i just hate sitting around when you know you have to do something and you're ready, you just want to go, do it, and get it done with.
so wish me luck that my day will go good and i bring in as much cash as i can with four tables !