holy crap
i logged, in after recovering my username and password because i havent been on here in so long, and live journal had notified me that i haved updated my blog in 150 weeks. i cant believe it has been so long. but to keep the tradition i have three poems to share.
Before
Just as i lost all hope
A little angel helped me cope
Caring and charming the angel would be
Keeping me happy and safe as can be
Illuminating the moon and stars alike
Ecstasy filled the air that night
Pondering what might come to be
A special angel fell in love with me
I cherish our love that lets him fly
Never ceasing to dulcify
Escaping to my angels paradise
After
angels turned to devils slaves
giving the devil what he craves
sent to win over your heart
love so sweet turned so tart
the devil holds your heart for ransom
all because of a man so handsome
its the one you never could have expected
that makes you feel so neglected
he tears your heart to bits and pieces
and everyday the pain increases
another heart left torn and tattered
by a devil's slave named angel
and
the first one was for never wanting to be around
the second for letting everyone down
the third was for my mistakes
the fourth for knowing what its like
when your heart breaks
i keep dreaming the one day
it will all turn out okay
but you don't know the pain
that you put me though everyday
you said you'd never let me go
now i'm at an all-time low
one handful down many more to go
and now this is all i have to say:
goodbye baby
i took the fifth one to say "fuck you"
to the world that always hid the truth
i took the sixth one cause mommy weny crazy
the seventh one was for you, baby
the eight was for my daddy's bride
and how she always tore me up inside
numbers nine and ten
were for whatever could have been
i still keep dreaming that one day
it will all turn out okay
but you don't know the pain
the you put me through everyday
you said you'd never let me go
now i'm at an all-time low
two handfuls down, many more to go
and now this is all i have to say:
goodbye baby
i can't take this shit no more
can't see what everyone is living for
all i wanted was a savior
that's what i thought you came to me for
i kept dreaming that one day
everything was gonna turn out okay
but you will never know the shit
you put me though every goddam day
you said you'd never let me go
but now i'm off to heaven
maybe now you'll have a heart thats broken
but now all there is left to say is:
goodbye baby
they are kinda emo, but most of mine are. plus they definately fit my mood right now.
haha i hope i dont ever turn back into an emo kid. i really enjoy being happy. but some certain asshole decided to break my heart for the second time in six months. fun for me!! woot woot!!
Before
Just as i lost all hope
A little angel helped me cope
Caring and charming the angel would be
Keeping me happy and safe as can be
Illuminating the moon and stars alike
Ecstasy filled the air that night
Pondering what might come to be
A special angel fell in love with me
I cherish our love that lets him fly
Never ceasing to dulcify
Escaping to my angels paradise
After
angels turned to devils slaves
giving the devil what he craves
sent to win over your heart
love so sweet turned so tart
the devil holds your heart for ransom
all because of a man so handsome
its the one you never could have expected
that makes you feel so neglected
he tears your heart to bits and pieces
and everyday the pain increases
another heart left torn and tattered
by a devil's slave named angel
and
the first one was for never wanting to be around
the second for letting everyone down
the third was for my mistakes
the fourth for knowing what its like
when your heart breaks
i keep dreaming the one day
it will all turn out okay
but you don't know the pain
that you put me though everyday
you said you'd never let me go
now i'm at an all-time low
one handful down many more to go
and now this is all i have to say:
goodbye baby
i took the fifth one to say "fuck you"
to the world that always hid the truth
i took the sixth one cause mommy weny crazy
the seventh one was for you, baby
the eight was for my daddy's bride
and how she always tore me up inside
numbers nine and ten
were for whatever could have been
i still keep dreaming that one day
it will all turn out okay
but you don't know the pain
the you put me through everyday
you said you'd never let me go
now i'm at an all-time low
two handfuls down, many more to go
and now this is all i have to say:
goodbye baby
i can't take this shit no more
can't see what everyone is living for
all i wanted was a savior
that's what i thought you came to me for
i kept dreaming that one day
everything was gonna turn out okay
but you will never know the shit
you put me though every goddam day
you said you'd never let me go
but now i'm off to heaven
maybe now you'll have a heart thats broken
but now all there is left to say is:
goodbye baby
they are kinda emo, but most of mine are. plus they definately fit my mood right now.
haha i hope i dont ever turn back into an emo kid. i really enjoy being happy. but some certain asshole decided to break my heart for the second time in six months. fun for me!! woot woot!!