first this isnt all you....its a mixture of about three guys so dont think its all you. (even though i know ull still think it is all about you) you can bring who ever you want just when you bring them, dont go in the back hall of your ex girlfriends house and not expect her to be a little wierdedout/mad/unsure. when you broke up with me you said oh there is no one else and yet i have to find out that you did have interest in her, why couldnt you have just said that? And you always seem afraid to invite me any where with you when you said that you would. you said you wanted to be friends but friends dont do that. you may think that im amazingly hurt but life goes on. the only thing that hurts me is the fact that u lied to me. I want to be your friend and i want to hang out with you and when/if you come over bring whoever. To your second question....well the two of you are arent you? I really dotn want you to get made at me cause you are a nice guy who i still want to hang out with i just wish you would talk to me. tell me the truth you dont need to hide it. DOnt get mad at this entry cause really anytihng i enter in this is stupid and me just venting. the only thing that i thought was wierd about u and her was the fact that its tommy's ex and he's ur friend...i dont know what ever floats your boat. I still want to be able to talk to you but it just feels like i cant. it seems like you just shut me out and thats what hurts. When someone says they want to stay friends i want to stay friends but you almost seem like you want to stay away form me. you say that you broke up with me because i hated the fact that you worked all the time? yeah right. i really didnt care. good for you with working! get money its awesome. Alright well once again i hope this entry is not takin to heart because it really meant nothing just me venting AND no its not ALL about you. maybe at somepoint...mabe in the next week.... we could actually talk like i said i wanted to two weeks ago...
i hope you understand and i hope i can make you understand later.
I still want to be able to talk to you but it just feels like i cant. it seems like you just shut me out and thats what hurts. When someone says they want to stay friends i want to stay friends but you almost seem like you want to stay away form me.
you say that you broke up with me because i hated the fact that you worked all the time? yeah right. i really didnt care. good for you with working! get money its awesome.
Alright well once again i hope this entry is not takin to heart because it really meant nothing just me venting AND no its not ALL about you. maybe at somepoint...mabe in the next week.... we could actually talk like i said i wanted to two weeks ago...
i hope you understand and i hope i can make you understand later.
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