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[crazychris664]

Today I woke up called Amina and got into an argument with her...as usual. Then went with her and Jessica to Samantha's house...didn't do much just sat around watched Jessica and Samantha smoke. Then we had to take Amina home so she could eat with her mommy

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[knivezrsharp]

Sometimes my negative side comes out and I get this thought drilled into my head that things wont work.

"Long distance relationships never work." (Not that I dont want it to work)
I want to be with you more than anything, and I'm gonna hate not seeing you everyday, and I hope I get a good job so I can come see you all the time, and I wish I could just keep you in my closet...nobody would know, and I could talk to you every night and kiss you.=) And I'll occasionally feed you. lol. I'm just gonna miss you alot, and I dont want to be sad. =(

Thats why I was crying.
I'm a pessimist.

[crazychris664]

I'm a realist and know that long distance doesn't really work, but I feel like we can make it work but like I said if the distance gives us trouble I will still be here for you as a friend and we'll just have to work on things in time.

We're only 18...we're still young. It's good that you are getting away from this fucked up city with these stupid ass people in it...and going to school and doing things that some of us can't because we've already fucked up.

[knivezrsharp]

I'm just afraid of it not working. And I know you'll always be there for me, and I'll do the same.

I'm happy that I'm getting away and going to school because I want an education and a good job and a good life.

Its just scary, because for the past almost a year you've been whats good in my life, and I dont want to leave that.

[crazychris664]

Like I said you're not leaving it you will just be a little farther away. It's gonna hurt and its gonna suck but we have been fighting a lot and maybe a little space is what we need....still being together though. Who know's only time will tell.