this sucks
borderline
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These stupid things always seem right to me. I've been really busy lately, mostly with getting my little room moved over to the master bedroom. My brother painted it light purple for me, to be more specific the color of the paint said "crushed plum". It looks really good. So far though all I've gotten moved in there is the big dog kennel and my bed (finally). I'm getting a couple friends to come over tomorrow and help me get other stuff moved.
My love life is still the same, or the lack there of.
All I want to do all the time is sleep but I've convinced myself that I'm only missing one day of school this week. Yesterday all I did was sleep on the couch and it was SO not comfortable. I had the worst headache all day because of it. I wish I had picked a different day to stay home, like tomorrow or something, oh well.
Right now depression is taking over my fat body. I would definitely stay home but I have to be to work at 4 and that means I wouldn't be able to intercept the call from my school because if my mom realized I was missing more school I know she would take away my new bedroom and the car. That would so not add to my happiness.
I've been visiting ebaumsworld. That site has some funny stuff. There are a lot of animal killings in there though and I have to chew the vomit back every time I accidentally stumble upon one. I have an idea, I'll go back to sleep and go to school after lunch. That way I can tell my mom that they must have screwed the schedule up. One more thing, I had a sex dream about my ex-boyfriend last night. It's not like I want to get back together with him or anything but I do. Let me elaborate, I would give anything to be back with him but the fact that I know he really doesn't makes me not want to try. He and I had the best relationship and I've never been as happy as I was with him. I miss him so much that I get sick to my stomach just thinking about how much I treated him like shit. Okay, it's sleepy time now.