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so yeah this 4th of july sooooooo much better than last years.
yesterday: josh jery and chris came over, hung out at my house, ate like 20 freeze pops and made mac and cheese for chris and i. walked to jerys and met up with edwin, waited and got a ride to danvers fire works. ran into alot of people. saw some old guard girls: amanda ashley and shatea. also ran into dan and his gf ashley, kinda funny, he didnt say a word to me and of course ashley was dragging him away from us. the show was messed up tho. 5 mins into it, it stopped cuz some power thing went out and we waited for a hour to start up again, but even the second show wasnt has good has theyve been in the past. after that we all went home. i felt like shit cuz im a stupid girl, lol, felt kinda bad too cuz i got bitchy towards the end of the night, i got better when we all said good bye.
2day (the 4th) HAAAA i didnt loose any one, i didnt loose edwin to another ex-'s curent girl friend like last year, lol.
ne ways had brie over and my aunt peggy did the BBQ thing, awesome steak tips and corn on the cob (yum). then brie and i got a ride to her house where we hung out for a lil. then decided to head down to the warf. met up with jery chris ariana and another couple i didnt know. and it was sooooo weird too cuz we kept on running into scott, some one brie and i really dont wanna see, tho it was funny cuz he was always alone, hehehe gotta laugh at that part. it sucked tho cuz it rained, like it would be just light rain and then normal heavy rain for a min. then of course when the show started it started to down pour for like 5 mins. beside the rain, salem put on a really good show unlike other years, maybe just cuz i was really close this year? idk.
met up with edwin afterward, brie went home, lost jery, and chris and the others went back to his house. i went back to edwins where him, me yendie and chris hung out. then ana gave me a ride home, shes cool, i like talking to her and every thing.
in other news:
umm i have my doctors apt. 2morrow and im really nervous. im hoping for a lot of certain things, but nothing will be told or any thing till 2morrow, i just want to be able to go to work and hang out friday and be home and be able to sleep in my own bed, but then again i dont want to deal with this ne more and i want the numbers to go down and go back to normal.
also got into another small fight with rob. the other night walking home from work, i have to walk past his house, and yeah i was on the side his house is, i couldnt cross yet cuz there where cars so i just kept walking. well he was out side with a couple of teeni bopers and shit was said back and forth. said some thing that made him push me and slapped him across the face and walked away cuz i didnt want it getting worse. but yeah lets just say my 4 (edwin josh jery and chris) are just one more mess up to killing him. and so am i, so sick of the bull shit with him and how he's pissed cuz im with edwin. i broke up with him almost a year ago now. we've both had dated other people and he's still acting like this, really sad and stupid on his part.
umm done with dealing with trying to see people also. gave up on jeff, kinda stupid too cuz he was the one who was all about, yeah im deff. gonna come and visit every one in salem all the time. well i dont beleive that cuz heck even b4 andy and i broke up and since i got into the fight with zack thats the last ive seen him, yeah i understand he works, but using ur gf as a reason of why u cant come down isnt even good at all and just stupid. heck even certain people in salem ive just gave up on.
hmmm my classes start next week. ugh back to school. its gonna suck. i swear mondays thro thursday are just gonna be crazy all the time. class, hw, class, rush to work, home for hw, sleep just to wake up and do the same thing again, gonna suck! plus i cant go to midnight showing of harry potter which really pisses me off. so i have to wait till next friday to see, but i need some one to go with me, any one willing to wait for me???
umm other things......... oooooo yeah this saturday: witchstock down at the willows is happening, some pretty cool bands will be there so far my fav is cherry S/T, love there song called perfect, its on my myspace if ya wanna listen?
but yeah i think thats it for now.
remember life is what you make of it. enjoy this time now with the people you love and leave all the bull shit all behind <33333
yesterday: josh jery and chris came over, hung out at my house, ate like 20 freeze pops and made mac and cheese for chris and i. walked to jerys and met up with edwin, waited and got a ride to danvers fire works. ran into alot of people. saw some old guard girls: amanda ashley and shatea. also ran into dan and his gf ashley, kinda funny, he didnt say a word to me and of course ashley was dragging him away from us. the show was messed up tho. 5 mins into it, it stopped cuz some power thing went out and we waited for a hour to start up again, but even the second show wasnt has good has theyve been in the past. after that we all went home. i felt like shit cuz im a stupid girl, lol, felt kinda bad too cuz i got bitchy towards the end of the night, i got better when we all said good bye.
2day (the 4th) HAAAA i didnt loose any one, i didnt loose edwin to another ex-'s curent girl friend like last year, lol.
ne ways had brie over and my aunt peggy did the BBQ thing, awesome steak tips and corn on the cob (yum). then brie and i got a ride to her house where we hung out for a lil. then decided to head down to the warf. met up with jery chris ariana and another couple i didnt know. and it was sooooo weird too cuz we kept on running into scott, some one brie and i really dont wanna see, tho it was funny cuz he was always alone, hehehe gotta laugh at that part. it sucked tho cuz it rained, like it would be just light rain and then normal heavy rain for a min. then of course when the show started it started to down pour for like 5 mins. beside the rain, salem put on a really good show unlike other years, maybe just cuz i was really close this year? idk.
met up with edwin afterward, brie went home, lost jery, and chris and the others went back to his house. i went back to edwins where him, me yendie and chris hung out. then ana gave me a ride home, shes cool, i like talking to her and every thing.
in other news:
umm i have my doctors apt. 2morrow and im really nervous. im hoping for a lot of certain things, but nothing will be told or any thing till 2morrow, i just want to be able to go to work and hang out friday and be home and be able to sleep in my own bed, but then again i dont want to deal with this ne more and i want the numbers to go down and go back to normal.
also got into another small fight with rob. the other night walking home from work, i have to walk past his house, and yeah i was on the side his house is, i couldnt cross yet cuz there where cars so i just kept walking. well he was out side with a couple of teeni bopers and shit was said back and forth. said some thing that made him push me and slapped him across the face and walked away cuz i didnt want it getting worse. but yeah lets just say my 4 (edwin josh jery and chris) are just one more mess up to killing him. and so am i, so sick of the bull shit with him and how he's pissed cuz im with edwin. i broke up with him almost a year ago now. we've both had dated other people and he's still acting like this, really sad and stupid on his part.
umm done with dealing with trying to see people also. gave up on jeff, kinda stupid too cuz he was the one who was all about, yeah im deff. gonna come and visit every one in salem all the time. well i dont beleive that cuz heck even b4 andy and i broke up and since i got into the fight with zack thats the last ive seen him, yeah i understand he works, but using ur gf as a reason of why u cant come down isnt even good at all and just stupid. heck even certain people in salem ive just gave up on.
hmmm my classes start next week. ugh back to school. its gonna suck. i swear mondays thro thursday are just gonna be crazy all the time. class, hw, class, rush to work, home for hw, sleep just to wake up and do the same thing again, gonna suck! plus i cant go to midnight showing of harry potter which really pisses me off. so i have to wait till next friday to see, but i need some one to go with me, any one willing to wait for me???
umm other things......... oooooo yeah this saturday: witchstock down at the willows is happening, some pretty cool bands will be there so far my fav is cherry S/T, love there song called perfect, its on my myspace if ya wanna listen?
but yeah i think thats it for now.
remember life is what you make of it. enjoy this time now with the people you love and leave all the bull shit all behind <33333