It's personal, myself and I...we've got some straigtening out to do.
This is way more for myself than any of you.
Yesterday I told Nic we needed to take a break for a bit.
I've got a lot of things I need to figure out.
I'm angry at him constantly for almost no reason. I'm becoming guarded and reserved around him. I'm not happy, but there is no reason whatsover I'm not happy. I'm becoming hard and unemotional, in a very bad way. Yet, every little thing upsets me. And every little tiny thing makes me more guarded, reserved, and hard. I constantly pick fights with him. I won't allow myself to enjoy talking to him or being in his company. And I have no idea why.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaah. Why do I make my life suck so much? My emotions are broken, I want new ones.
Yesterday I told Nic we needed to take a break for a bit.
I've got a lot of things I need to figure out.
I'm angry at him constantly for almost no reason. I'm becoming guarded and reserved around him. I'm not happy, but there is no reason whatsover I'm not happy. I'm becoming hard and unemotional, in a very bad way. Yet, every little thing upsets me. And every little tiny thing makes me more guarded, reserved, and hard. I constantly pick fights with him. I won't allow myself to enjoy talking to him or being in his company. And I have no idea why.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaah. Why do I make my life suck so much? My emotions are broken, I want new ones.