Erm...
I was really looking foward to seeing Brandon today, but Sharron got him off early to move a TV, so there is no point in me going to work. I was only going to go so I could see Brandon, and be with him. All I wanted to do was see him, and spend what little time with him that I could. How come that is always so god damn difficult for me to do?! Honestly I'm kind of pissed about the whole thing only because I REALLY want to see him, and you have NO idea how bad. I want to see him SOOOOO fucking bad!!!!! I wished Sharron would have waited for a later time like she had originally planned to do so. Anyways, I'm out of cigerettes, and I'm driving my self mad sitting here thinking about the simple fact that I couldn't see Brandon today. Knowing my luck, watch it happen again tommarrow. Eh BLAH! I'm getting SOO short tempered with this. All I know is I better be able to fucking see him tommarrow, or I will be HIGHLY pissed off. I'm gona go now, bye.
I LOVE AND MISS YOU BRANDON!!!
I LOVE AND MISS YOU BRANDON!!!