Anxious Bliss
I finally have set some goals for my workouts at the gym with Logan. I want to be around 200lbs. with a % body fat around 10 or 11. lol I want to be able to wash my laundry on my stomach. I think that that would be awesome. I wouldn't stop looking in the mirror. Only thing is that I have to stop some bad habits to live through the cardio stuff...yeah, everybody knows what I am talking about...:( I also have found some inspiration to write some more music...just not the music but hopefully the music will come and blend with the words. I have a friend who said he could help me record some music at his house which is fucking awesome but going to be hard for me to do...I don't like my voice played back to me, I am really self-conscience. But I have been tha happiest I have been in a while for like the past week and some change...I think I might be moving on to greener pastures but I might just be standing on the fence leaning over and gazing into the distance...who knows. all I know is that I have people who want to see me happy and are totally awesome :) It's amazing how peoples' influences can change your life so much--for the good. Sorry I fell asleep on the phone last night lol I told you I was tired, hopefully it was cute lol But really, I need to find something to do for Christmas and Thanksgiving... who want to find me a home for the holidays? I'm house-broken and I like mistle-toe lol Give me some ideas lol I have to work today from 3-7...make some cheddar! lol hope it doesn't take long to make cheese, Niff.lol But now I must go to my class...unfortunately...but the day must go on! Later!