I really just don't get it....
Here I sit in my own house, as independent as I wanted to make myself, thinking of all the things that I should be grateful for, and still I'm sooooo aggravated at every single thing that I can be. I have a shitload of extra responsibilites to handle at work, and I get so unbelievably stressed there that I don't know how to leave all that shit there when I walk out the door. I end up walking out of work pretty much every single day feeling like I know something else shitty is going to happen to make this day even worse.
I feel like even tho I'm out on my own I don't even make up my own schedule. Even if it's just that I want to go tanning and come home or something even that gets screwed up somehow.