its been awhile....
sry its been soo long since i have updated.. nothing really has been going on.. tomorrow i have to go to my dads till monday night i think.. its really going to suck cause i hate going over my dads and to be over there till monday with not being able to use the phone and no internet.. yea thats basically death... lol.. anyway i have been pretty bored lately.. went over vics house to see his new kitty.. really cute kitty.. then nothing else really.. we have our softball picnic on aug. 14 and im not sure when we are going to geaguo lake.. then on aug. 5 im going to the pirate game with carly and her family my family vic and maybe larrissa k.. who knows then our b-day is coming up in 18 days.. can't wait to be 15!!! whooooootttt soo happy.. oo yea i have this new song that i soo love its called Be My Escape by Relient K.. love it .. here's the lyrics... o yea i haven't read the 6th book yet.. anthony read it and chris is now reading it.. but im now reading the 5th one all over again cause i haven't read it in a while...
I?ve given up on giving up slowly, I?m blending in so
You won?t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I?ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I?ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I?ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there?s no way in knowing where to go, promise I?m going because
I gotta get outta here
I?m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I?m begging You, I?m begging You, I?m begging You to be my escape.
I?m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I?ve failed and I?m ready to be shown how
He?s told me the way and I?m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I?m serving
I admit that I?m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I?ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I?ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I?ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there?s no way in knowing where to go, promise I?m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I?m afraid that this complacency is something I can?t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I?m begging You, I?m begging You, I?m begging You to be my escape.
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I?ve made
And all I?m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can?t ask You to give what You already gave
Cause I?ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I?ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I?ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there?s no way in knowing where to go, promise I?m going because
I?ve gotta get outta here
I?m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I?ve gotta get outta here
And I?m begging You, I?m begging You, I?m begging
You to be my escape.
I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You
So were You
I?ve given up on giving up slowly, I?m blending in so
You won?t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I?ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I?ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I?ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there?s no way in knowing where to go, promise I?m going because
I gotta get outta here
I?m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I?m begging You, I?m begging You, I?m begging You to be my escape.
I?m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I?ve failed and I?m ready to be shown how
He?s told me the way and I?m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I?m serving
I admit that I?m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I?ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I?ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I?ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there?s no way in knowing where to go, promise I?m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I?m afraid that this complacency is something I can?t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I?m begging You, I?m begging You, I?m begging You to be my escape.
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I?ve made
And all I?m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can?t ask You to give what You already gave
Cause I?ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I?ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I?ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there?s no way in knowing where to go, promise I?m going because
I?ve gotta get outta here
I?m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I?ve gotta get outta here
And I?m begging You, I?m begging You, I?m begging
You to be my escape.
I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You
So were You