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Hey. Man I'm really tired! I'm home all alone, cuz noone cares! OH well. I like it that way! Today's easter, Yay! I'm fucking sleepy! Last night was pretty fun! me and charly went to barb and lory's house, Gabe was there too. We just sat around playing video games for a while. Then we ate lots of food! It made me wanna vomit! Then we sat outside talking about how we're graduating soon....*sigh oh well that's life! We also talked about how freaking depressed I am! I never feel happy! I need to escape for a while to be all alone and think! Oh i'm not going to prom!! That's what happens when you don't have a boy! But i kinda wanted to go...you know cuz it's senior year and all! It would be pretty fun I think... to finally go with people you actually like! But the girls don't wanna go! I guess I understand....But why do I need to take a boy to look good! I wanna have fun for myself! OH! I need to stop thinking about stupid things! I guess I just really wanted to go to a prom that I actually was supposed to go to, with friends that were acutally my friends! But i don't belong anyway! Well I'll write later...bye
The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want.-Ben Stein