I am so freaked out.

[crazycassie2004]

Right now I am so freaked out.
I am scared of losing one of my few allies.
My Pepaw.
He's been having health problems.
I need everyone to keep him in your prayers, because this is the only person who is my allie besides Frank.
I would die if I lost my Grandpa.
He means the world to me.
He is the only family member of mine who compliments me.
If he is really sick, I know if he passes away that I will resent my Uncle even more than I already do.
He was never there.
He is too busy busting his ass kissing his non-blood nephew's and niece's ass.
At this point I don't want him in my life.
I know there will be a fall out.
The only thing I am worried about is my Pepaw, and him getting better fast.
I can't lose my moral support.
I want him to be at my wedding whenever that happens.
I want to have a dance with him.
I want him to see me graduate college.
So much stuff that Memaw missed that I couldn't bear him missing.
I maybe over reacting but it sounds like the same thing that my best friend's Grandmother passed away from.
I am just a nervous wreck.
So please pray!