i'm kinda simple.
so i basically do not know how to balance more than 1 emotion. i've realized that, for the most part, i can only express one feeling at a time, and i also can't hide things. like, if i'm pissed/sad/happy/annoyed, it's pretty obvious. part of this is because i don't know how to "put things in the back of my mind". right now, i have 2 very distinct feelings, and i don't know how to handle it. it's kind of my nature to let one of them dominate, but when i try to do that then i feel like i am ignoring something...because i am. i don't like this!