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I'm on medicine now for my panic attacks.
And it's absolutely fabulous. I don't freak out at work anymore. Like, I don't even feel stressed when it's busy. The only thing I don't like about this pill is that it causes me to be constantly tired, and that I lost 8 pounds in 6 days. I mean, hell I've lost about 25 pounds the past few months, but 8 pounds in 6 days??? That's not healthy.
Life is going pretty well. The only thing I worry about right now is my school work. I keep putting it off to hang out with TOny. But after failing a math test last week, and feeling like I failed my psych, (i'll find out later this week) I need to seriously hard core start focusing on school. And I started that by coming to school FOUR hours early today to work on my speech and my english assignment.
I also wish I hung out with more girls haha. All I do is hang out with tony and his friends. And it's not that I don't love spending time with him, I just miss hanging out with my friends. It's just hard because I'm always busy with work, so I don't really even have time to hang out. and most of them are at school far away. :( And that I lost a couple over the summer. At least I have my Wednesday Lunch dates with Christie :).
I'm just glad most everything is going so well right now. I've been waiting a long time to be so happy. :)
p.s. I dyed my hair and so there are no more blonde highlights. My mom was supposed to die it dark brown, but it's actuallly light brown. Silly lady! :)
And it's absolutely fabulous. I don't freak out at work anymore. Like, I don't even feel stressed when it's busy. The only thing I don't like about this pill is that it causes me to be constantly tired, and that I lost 8 pounds in 6 days. I mean, hell I've lost about 25 pounds the past few months, but 8 pounds in 6 days??? That's not healthy.
Life is going pretty well. The only thing I worry about right now is my school work. I keep putting it off to hang out with TOny. But after failing a math test last week, and feeling like I failed my psych, (i'll find out later this week) I need to seriously hard core start focusing on school. And I started that by coming to school FOUR hours early today to work on my speech and my english assignment.
I also wish I hung out with more girls haha. All I do is hang out with tony and his friends. And it's not that I don't love spending time with him, I just miss hanging out with my friends. It's just hard because I'm always busy with work, so I don't really even have time to hang out. and most of them are at school far away. :( And that I lost a couple over the summer. At least I have my Wednesday Lunch dates with Christie :).
I'm just glad most everything is going so well right now. I've been waiting a long time to be so happy. :)
p.s. I dyed my hair and so there are no more blonde highlights. My mom was supposed to die it dark brown, but it's actuallly light brown. Silly lady! :)