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so basically... my 745 class was canceled today and it's ruined my day.
Anyway.
Life is good. I've seen a lot people recently that I hadn't all summer and it's fabulous. Apparently, it's very noticable that I lost over 20 pounds over summer. And that is alright with me. I just wish I could view the changes, because since i'm with me every day, I don't notice small things like pounds dropping away.
I still love my job. I had a panic attack episode there on saturday, and it pissed my boss off, but otherwise it's great. I've made pretty good friends with this guy tony. He's really cool to hang out with, and we have a lot of things in common. But don't think anything, we're just friends. Lately I've noticed the people I hang out with are really just guys. LAtely it's just tony and his friends actually. haha. And there's this girl hilary, she's dark and gloomy, but really nice and funny. She let me in on all the drama prior to my working there. Shit I had no idea about, and am glad I do. Most of the people have some sort of issue, but it'd be way more boring if they didn't. I'm just glad I still like it there!
I'm saving a lot of money. And it;s very good. I should easily be able to pay off my debts and this semester if I keep not spending a lot of money.
I'm getting used to waukesha. It's really not that bad. I've made a couple new friends, and I already knew a bunch of people that went here. It's pretty cool because my spanish prof tells me i dont ahve to go to spanish, and that's basically going to be the easiest a ever, and I totally need that right now.
Not sure exactly what I'm going to do in the spring. Most of the time, like 95% of the time, I want to go back to whitewater. But then maybe I want to go to milwaukee. Part of me even wants to eventually transfer to some place in illinois, because after college I Think I want to move to Chicago and see what I can do with myself there. And milwaukee would help me not be a little suburbs girl anymore. And Whitewater... I don't know about there. I miss the place like crazy, but I don't nkow where i'll live or ant of that jazz. not that I have a place to live in milly or chicago, haha.
Who knows. I have a few more months before I even need to decide any of this. IT's just.. I'm so damn good at worrying about shit. And then I don't even do anything about it. I just worry. But lately, I've actually taken control of my life and I've made a lot of changes. And I am seriously a lot happier that like 3 months ago. I'm learning to accept that some people suck, and that's not my fault. I left the job I hate, I got a new one, I applied at waukesha even though I don't want to go here, but knew that it was better than not going to school. I moved. I just feel accomplished. And will feel even more so once this semester is over.
Yeah, I have days where I feel like shit and hate myself for changing everything. But the happiness in other days outweighs that. And so it wins.
Well... I'll write some other time. I've been babbling for too long now.
Later!
Anyway.
Life is good. I've seen a lot people recently that I hadn't all summer and it's fabulous. Apparently, it's very noticable that I lost over 20 pounds over summer. And that is alright with me. I just wish I could view the changes, because since i'm with me every day, I don't notice small things like pounds dropping away.
I still love my job. I had a panic attack episode there on saturday, and it pissed my boss off, but otherwise it's great. I've made pretty good friends with this guy tony. He's really cool to hang out with, and we have a lot of things in common. But don't think anything, we're just friends. Lately I've noticed the people I hang out with are really just guys. LAtely it's just tony and his friends actually. haha. And there's this girl hilary, she's dark and gloomy, but really nice and funny. She let me in on all the drama prior to my working there. Shit I had no idea about, and am glad I do. Most of the people have some sort of issue, but it'd be way more boring if they didn't. I'm just glad I still like it there!
I'm saving a lot of money. And it;s very good. I should easily be able to pay off my debts and this semester if I keep not spending a lot of money.
I'm getting used to waukesha. It's really not that bad. I've made a couple new friends, and I already knew a bunch of people that went here. It's pretty cool because my spanish prof tells me i dont ahve to go to spanish, and that's basically going to be the easiest a ever, and I totally need that right now.
Not sure exactly what I'm going to do in the spring. Most of the time, like 95% of the time, I want to go back to whitewater. But then maybe I want to go to milwaukee. Part of me even wants to eventually transfer to some place in illinois, because after college I Think I want to move to Chicago and see what I can do with myself there. And milwaukee would help me not be a little suburbs girl anymore. And Whitewater... I don't know about there. I miss the place like crazy, but I don't nkow where i'll live or ant of that jazz. not that I have a place to live in milly or chicago, haha.
Who knows. I have a few more months before I even need to decide any of this. IT's just.. I'm so damn good at worrying about shit. And then I don't even do anything about it. I just worry. But lately, I've actually taken control of my life and I've made a lot of changes. And I am seriously a lot happier that like 3 months ago. I'm learning to accept that some people suck, and that's not my fault. I left the job I hate, I got a new one, I applied at waukesha even though I don't want to go here, but knew that it was better than not going to school. I moved. I just feel accomplished. And will feel even more so once this semester is over.
Yeah, I have days where I feel like shit and hate myself for changing everything. But the happiness in other days outweighs that. And so it wins.
Well... I'll write some other time. I've been babbling for too long now.
Later!