Pretty cool day I guess,
I done alot of stuff today. We went swimming n stuff. Me jake and J. We found a pretty kick ass ropeswing. But I lost my wallet out there... It sucked. It had some important stuff in it. Oh well. Its not the first time I lost a wallet. I had a jacked up dream lastnight. I was on vacation in Daytona beach in a wallmart or something and I noticed this hot chick that noticed me. I felt scared or nervus or something but I didnt go try to mac on her. Then she walked by me and kinda like hugged me, but put her arm in my shirt feeling my chest and walked on like she was trying to tease me to follow her. I felt really nervus for a sec then I followed her and put my arm around her. I think the point of the dream was my subconcious telling me take chance and dont be nervus. See... Im not good with signs, from females. Like I can flirt and make my self attractive towards the oppisate sex I just cant make a move very well. Well I can.. But I just have to have 100 percent confidence of the moment. A good exzample is with this chick named Sam.. I know she digs me. And I know she wouldnt pass on the oppurtunity to kiss hugg or even makeout with me, but I still hesitate. I mean simple shit like holding hands or putting my arm around her. Some girls its easier with.. I remember with savanah everything just came together and I got the 100 percent confidence thing. I dont know.. I guess I just dont want to look stupid if I fuck up. Ah fuck it. The next oppurtunity the arises Im running with it. Instead of just waiting. Most girls when I didnt make the first move they just couldnt take it and they made the first move. Like Mary.. LoL. I gazed in her eyes and everything and didnt kiss her. Finally she just grabbed me and raped me pretty much... Witch was fine. Im totaly cool with that. Ah.. I think its just that first step with any chick thats hard to make. Because u never know what their first reaction is going to be. If its going to be good or bad. Hell I know its going to be good with sam. Well. Its decided. Im using every opurtunity that jumps infront of me to get some action. Im going to bed.