the beautiful letdown
bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day
ok i'm done. i just realized that i'm naive in thinking that something can go my way every once in a while. i'm stupid to think that i fit in. i'm wrong to think that i'm important. i misunderstood that i thought i was happy. i was, but it faded. i feel jaded. oh this feeling inside of me. i need to put my writing on this thing, but can't. idk, scared maybe? if so that is sad. SAD!!! happy? nope... seems like a false word... a made up word.
ah, i'm over it... so so so so so so over it.
OVER IT!
i have no lid upon my head but if i did... you could look inside and see what's on my mind
-dave matthews band
after my talk with carrie though the song that i first heard was dare you to move by switchfoot... on a radio station, so if that's not a sign of what God wants me to do then i don't know what is. i will lift myself off of the floor and move... i'm moving on.
ok i'm done. i just realized that i'm naive in thinking that something can go my way every once in a while. i'm stupid to think that i fit in. i'm wrong to think that i'm important. i misunderstood that i thought i was happy. i was, but it faded. i feel jaded. oh this feeling inside of me. i need to put my writing on this thing, but can't. idk, scared maybe? if so that is sad. SAD!!! happy? nope... seems like a false word... a made up word.
ah, i'm over it... so so so so so so over it.
OVER IT!
i have no lid upon my head but if i did... you could look inside and see what's on my mind
-dave matthews band
after my talk with carrie though the song that i first heard was dare you to move by switchfoot... on a radio station, so if that's not a sign of what God wants me to do then i don't know what is. i will lift myself off of the floor and move... i'm moving on.