Babysitting is a drag
Okay well this is deffinately my 2nd LJ entry today within the last two hours. Babysitting is becoming a bore.. the kids dont wanna do anything fun anymore except play playstation so I have been surfing the web just about all day and for some un-godly reason their AIM doesnt work :: weird:: so I cant talk to anyone till later on tonight after work.
Speaking of work I called and the one girl said that its going to be really buisy tonight and that I might be there real late tonight.. well wooptiedoo I wanna do something interesting.. like maybe someones hair :) awesome, but who knows I dont wanna be the answer the phone shampoo lady all night :/
I hate the snow, the sun is out right now but its not doing enough. I am freezing.
I suppose Taryn is out right now with RG, I wonder how its going,... its been awhile. Who knows but I think this is really cool I cant wait till I hear the news, maybe this is a really really good thing!
I wonder how Val is too... I never talk to her anymore we have these passes for the spa and a Mary Kay facials, we should do that one of these days! Who knows :/
Nell too ... She is back with Kevin and she has work so its too hard to fit in her schedual.
I havent called Mike in a while... I wonder how he is doing? I think about him all the time, I dont think there is a moment I dont think of him, but I am doing much better.. I am eating again, and I dont cry as much, I am keeping myself buisy ~ thankgod I have a job! I dunno I wanna call him to see whats up :: Ill think about it::
When you have time to think, you think of the unimajinable and I think I have gone very far with my mind~ I have been thinking about my future and what I am going to do or what might hold me back, and some would say its a horrible mistake but it would be a life altering challenge, a good one, another hurdle to jump but I will never regret it. It will teach me so many things. I really dont know if its possible for me right now I will figure out soon but I think I'll manage either way. Honestly I would prefer to just be me and grow up, but if I am held back Im going to live with it! Dont get me wrong I am scared but Only God knows~
Well change of subject, I need to go tanning.. lol ~ well last night I went and I got burnt again, I think they changed the bulbs ::AAAAAHHHHH:: after like 5 minutes of laying there I was all hot and I looked to see how long I was there for. and holly shit I was burnin up.. lol But I am not that bad today.. so who knows maybe I will go later after work! Im starting to get dark :) YAY
Hhmmmm.. well um my mom just picked up my lil brothers so now the house contains 3 kids and they are jumping all over the place, I need to pick up and stuff so who knows maybe if i get bored Ill put the 3rd enty in later... lol xoxox <3 Muah