Oct 14, 2005 15:33
So I'm gonna update about how I feel, call me a pussy.
I feel like the biggest pussy in the world cause i'm so lonely and I'm admiting it.
I make fun of people that act the way i'm acting right now.
I wake up @ 1:00-1:30.
Play guitar for a good while.
Play Drums for a longer while.
Get on the comp. for a bit.
Write songs with my lil' bro..........all day.
Then find a random place to do damage to my liver and lungs.
This is everyday.
The sad part is i do it even if i'm alone.
NO ONE CALLS ME.
NO ONE HANGS OUT WITH ME.
NO ONE LAUGHS WITH ME.
NO ONE PUNCHES ME.
NO ONE TELLS ME I'M AN IDIOT.
PLEASE CALL ME A DUMBASS
5 days till i die.