this terrible trajedy
it was crazy to hear about the thousands of peoples death with the sunami. Over 11,000 people have died and more. I just couldn't think of dying like that. I mean the horrible trajedy. God that is just insane. I was talking to Josiah and I figured 27 is just about the right age to live out alot of things. Right out of college and experience in just about anything you want. I am so getting a tattoo in January. The one I want costs about 100 bucks but hey that's still cool with me. Christmas was good. I finally got the cell phone I always wanted. It was hot. I got mad ice (jewlrey) and now I'ma be bling blingin baby!!! Got some scents and alot of the same kind so I'ma be smelling sweet for a long time too. It was kinda sad b/c Josiah didn't call me to wish me a merry Christmas but I dunno maybe he feels the same way. I jsut don't know if he is the one or what not. There is so much more out there for me. I mean I would love to settle down and get married, have kids, have a nice house and devote my life to my husband but not now...hell not now. I really need to experience things before I become a solitude individual...I mean I already am right now. I jsut need to break loose just for a little while. Not for a long time but just for a little while. I guess I am just wanting to be free. I probably won't have that opportunity for a while beacuse of the job at Walgreens I will probably get and college in the fall. But maybe just a few nights of pure chaos will do me some good. I'm pretty innocent for the crowd I chill with. Not all of them but yeah thy're all sorta naughty in a way with either guys/girls or drinking or smoking. I really don't do any of that stuff. I mean I've struggled with smoking in the past but guys haven't been an issue...yet...and drinking...well...I would probably do more of that if I knew I wouldn't get into trouble and if I knew I wouldn't have to drive or go anywhere. That would be awesome ....my 21st b'day is going to be so hot. I can see it now. Ok well later days
~Shelly~
~Shelly~