wow..ive havent wrote in 4 ever

Sep 26, 2005 17:57

hey guys,
sorry i havent writen in a long time. and sorry that the last time i did write i was pretty pissed off. So my life, well its not that great. parents are fighting, not much but they are. My schoolwork is an even B, so thats all good. My guy situation, well im not going anywhere with that...ever...Bill doesnt like me at all from what i know, but thats ok,i asked him to homecoming, but he's going camping, i have deep feelings for him. altho i figured out the truth a while ago, its ok, i dont give up on anything... I know that if i stay strong even tho i feel like laying on the floor, crying my eyes out. well i already did that... i kno that i have to stay strong, for not just me, but for everyone. a smile is easier to do, than explaining why your upset. i believe that if u truly like someone u start to notice the little things about them like, his eyes, and his smile, his personallity, that hes ignorant, that he's fun. laughing all the time. that when he get upset his eyes are curved down, or when he's nervous he gets all blotchy in the face. when ur talking to him and he nervous, he'll look right over ur head and never into your eyes

his eyes, well their the kind u just melt it, look into them forever, and never get tired off them, of the color, they are like a water drop on top of a mountain, beautiful, absolutly beautiful.

when u read this, dont think im obbsessed, not obbsessed. This is what happens when u truely like someone, so if ur saying, wow, this is cracked out, uve never really like someone. honestly i could care a less what u think anyway...

excited for pep rally on friday and homecoming!
GO HAWKS!
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