Aug 25, 2010 13:42
Supposed to be working... but instead I'm daydreaming about things that I have let go to ruin.
I miss Shelly. I wonder why we aren't friends anymore. I don't even have her number now. Her birthday is Sunday. I guess I could send her a facebook message (LAME). "Hey, I know we haven't spoken since I got married... but here's a generic facebook message to say I hope you have a great birthday." Shoot me. That is so impersonal.
She for real was one of the closest friends I've ever had. I was just reading an old post she wrote about coming down to TTown. OMG--- Also, I set her up on a date with JT. Yes, hippie from Brookwood JT. John Tyler. LOL. That is so funny. He told her that he washed his hair with bar soap... and that was the end of that. I was just happy that he washed his hair at all.
I think the nail in our coffin was when she wanted Barry and I to come see her boyfriend's band play downtown right after we got married... but when that night came, neither of us had any energy to go... so I flaked out on her. She sounded crushed on the phone. I really regret that. Really bad.
Do you have a friendship you have let go to waste?