it's december
A ton of people are at the Duke game. I was invited, but alas, I'm on duty. I feel like I'm always on duty when I don't wanna be. And I'm always wasting my nights off. Tonight, duty consists of a lousy attempt to watch House, of which I missed all but 15 minutes, freezing, drinking water, not falling asleep, and freezing some more. It's nice that my residents like me, though, and stop by every once in a while.
I really want to go into the city next weekend, but that's a long shot considering finals week follows. I haven't been in forever, and I really don't want to wait until break; it gets so bustle-y during break. If nothing else, I at least have people to go with/meet in Chicago over break. New Year's Eve will probably (hopefully) be spent there with Erin. My cousin Christopher is coming for the holiday as well, so he might be fun to have around. We'll see. My hang up with break is that it's ridiculously long. I get bored at home. I get lonely without my people. It gets depressing sleeping alone, sleeping without drunken giggles echoing through the hall, sleeping knowing that I'm not gonna get a great piece of literature in my mailbox the next morning.
Le sad.
But I'm happy, mostly. Like this. :)
This December single or taken?
i think i'm reserved.
What is the last thing a boy bought you?
um, i dunno. probably food. or a drink.
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
i don't know that i can tell him everything, but i can talk to my brother about most things.
Are you listening to music right now?
yes. dustin kensrue. it's good wintry music.
Last time you saw fireworks? With who?
i saw them driving home on the night of homecoming. i think i was by myself.
Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
warm, but i prefer fall
Are you happy with life?
in general. normally. sometimes it bores me, but that's partly my fault.
Anything hurting?
my head a little bit, and my back. some part of my back pretty much always hurts.
Were you happy when you woke up today?
actually, yes. i felt amazing. and for a long while afterwards, too.
What mood are you in right now?
i'm bored, but i'm okay with it. no complaints, really. i really want ice cream, though, and 1.) i don't have any and 2.) i can't get any because i'm on duty.
Are you mad at anyone right now?
nope, anger never stays with me long
What are you currently hearing right now?
music, the tv, the sound of my clacking, cars driving my, someone pulling paper towels from the dispenser, people walking in the hallway quietly
Are you wearing a necklace, who got it for you?
i am. i bought it for myself.
Could you go a day without eating?
it'd be challenging, but yes, i could do it.
Do you look more like your mom or your dad?
hard to say. sometimes my mom, sometimes my dad. you decide.
mom:
dad:
How long does it take you to shower?
5-7 minutes unless i have to shave... then i'm in for the long haul.
Does anyone love you?
mmmhmm. and i love them too.
How was the weekend?
meh. boring for the most part. sunday was good though. dinner and a movie with tiff, then picking jason up.
Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?
reserved.
Are you confused?
normally.
Where is your phone right now?
on the cajon behind me.
Are you good at hiding your emotions?
sometimes yes, sometimes no. depends on the circumstances, the company, and the emotion.
Last night you felt?
restless/accomplished/lonely
Who is the last person you talked to on the phone today?
my mother
Do you regret anything from your past?
no. i think in what-ifs, not regrets. it's just the way i work.
If you could seek revenge on someone would you?
i thought that way once and then he died. so i'm done being an angry person.
Are you a forgiving person?
yes. sometimes it takes time, but yes. always.
Last nap?
today. 4:10-5:30
Favorite month?
October!
Excited for anything?
next semester and the rest of my life.
Who is your last text from and what does it say?
mallory: i know you want to go to my friends bday party on thurs... it's at the catus
Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
10 on according to facebook, but i'm sure there are more
How's your heart lately?
it races a lot.
Will you be sleeping alone tonight?
i'd bet on it.
Can you run in heels?
not quickly, but yes.
Did you meet any one new in the last 100 hours?
does facebook count? i mean, i've had many conversations with her in the past 36 hours.
Where are your car/house keys right now?
crap, i dunno. i don't see them.
Have you changed this year?
not particularly. but life has its lessons
Has anyone ever seen you in your underwear?
haha yes
Will you have a valentine for the year 2009?
i hope so
if not, i'll draw one
Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
i love them. it's the best when i fall asleep during them... :D
Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
there's one or two.
Do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
easy.
Do you judge people you don't know?
all the time. i'm a libra. but i'm not necessarily malicious or public about it.
In the past week have you cried?
i don't think so.
Did you ever play games on the old Nintendo?
when my brother would let me
Are you frustrated with a female?
ha, myself.
Have you read a whole book in a day?
yes. i've read two books ever in one day. they were:
and
Would you date someone right now if they asked?
yes
Is there a meaning behind your profile song?
if we're talking myspace here, i don't even know what my song is. hold up.
yeah, ish. speaks true.
Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
once or twice.
Whats the last stupid thing you did?
i tend to block the stupid things out. so, honestly, i can't remember.
Are you a tease?
i'm not the person to ask.
When was the last time you had Starbucks?
a few weeks ago. got a stomach ache.
Are you happy with your life?
pretty sure i already answered this.
Where were you Friday night?
home. valpo.
Are you going anywhere for the next summer?
the exotic west lafayette, indiana.
Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms?
yes.
Have you done drugs in the past two weeks?
um, i had some wine at thanksgiving... that's it.
What are you doing this weekend?
on duty. fml.
Do you believe the saying "drunk minds speak sober hearts"?
i tend to censor myself less when i'm drunk, but i still do it.
Anything you're giving up on?
caring so ridiculously much about school and life in general.
que sera, sera.
I really want to go into the city next weekend, but that's a long shot considering finals week follows. I haven't been in forever, and I really don't want to wait until break; it gets so bustle-y during break. If nothing else, I at least have people to go with/meet in Chicago over break. New Year's Eve will probably (hopefully) be spent there with Erin. My cousin Christopher is coming for the holiday as well, so he might be fun to have around. We'll see. My hang up with break is that it's ridiculously long. I get bored at home. I get lonely without my people. It gets depressing sleeping alone, sleeping without drunken giggles echoing through the hall, sleeping knowing that I'm not gonna get a great piece of literature in my mailbox the next morning.
Le sad.
But I'm happy, mostly. Like this. :)
This December single or taken?
i think i'm reserved.
What is the last thing a boy bought you?
um, i dunno. probably food. or a drink.
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
i don't know that i can tell him everything, but i can talk to my brother about most things.
Are you listening to music right now?
yes. dustin kensrue. it's good wintry music.
Last time you saw fireworks? With who?
i saw them driving home on the night of homecoming. i think i was by myself.
Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
warm, but i prefer fall
Are you happy with life?
in general. normally. sometimes it bores me, but that's partly my fault.
Anything hurting?
my head a little bit, and my back. some part of my back pretty much always hurts.
Were you happy when you woke up today?
actually, yes. i felt amazing. and for a long while afterwards, too.
What mood are you in right now?
i'm bored, but i'm okay with it. no complaints, really. i really want ice cream, though, and 1.) i don't have any and 2.) i can't get any because i'm on duty.
Are you mad at anyone right now?
nope, anger never stays with me long
What are you currently hearing right now?
music, the tv, the sound of my clacking, cars driving my, someone pulling paper towels from the dispenser, people walking in the hallway quietly
Are you wearing a necklace, who got it for you?
i am. i bought it for myself.
Could you go a day without eating?
it'd be challenging, but yes, i could do it.
Do you look more like your mom or your dad?
hard to say. sometimes my mom, sometimes my dad. you decide.
mom:
dad:
How long does it take you to shower?
5-7 minutes unless i have to shave... then i'm in for the long haul.
Does anyone love you?
mmmhmm. and i love them too.
How was the weekend?
meh. boring for the most part. sunday was good though. dinner and a movie with tiff, then picking jason up.
Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?
reserved.
Are you confused?
normally.
Where is your phone right now?
on the cajon behind me.
Are you good at hiding your emotions?
sometimes yes, sometimes no. depends on the circumstances, the company, and the emotion.
Last night you felt?
restless/accomplished/lonely
Who is the last person you talked to on the phone today?
my mother
Do you regret anything from your past?
no. i think in what-ifs, not regrets. it's just the way i work.
If you could seek revenge on someone would you?
i thought that way once and then he died. so i'm done being an angry person.
Are you a forgiving person?
yes. sometimes it takes time, but yes. always.
Last nap?
today. 4:10-5:30
Favorite month?
October!
Excited for anything?
next semester and the rest of my life.
Who is your last text from and what does it say?
mallory: i know you want to go to my friends bday party on thurs... it's at the catus
Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
10 on according to facebook, but i'm sure there are more
How's your heart lately?
it races a lot.
Will you be sleeping alone tonight?
i'd bet on it.
Can you run in heels?
not quickly, but yes.
Did you meet any one new in the last 100 hours?
does facebook count? i mean, i've had many conversations with her in the past 36 hours.
Where are your car/house keys right now?
crap, i dunno. i don't see them.
Have you changed this year?
not particularly. but life has its lessons
Has anyone ever seen you in your underwear?
haha yes
Will you have a valentine for the year 2009?
i hope so
if not, i'll draw one
Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
i love them. it's the best when i fall asleep during them... :D
Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
there's one or two.
Do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
easy.
Do you judge people you don't know?
all the time. i'm a libra. but i'm not necessarily malicious or public about it.
In the past week have you cried?
i don't think so.
Did you ever play games on the old Nintendo?
when my brother would let me
Are you frustrated with a female?
ha, myself.
Have you read a whole book in a day?
yes. i've read two books ever in one day. they were:
and
Would you date someone right now if they asked?
yes
Is there a meaning behind your profile song?
if we're talking myspace here, i don't even know what my song is. hold up.
yeah, ish. speaks true.
Click to viewHave you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
once or twice.
Whats the last stupid thing you did?
i tend to block the stupid things out. so, honestly, i can't remember.
Are you a tease?
i'm not the person to ask.
When was the last time you had Starbucks?
a few weeks ago. got a stomach ache.
Are you happy with your life?
pretty sure i already answered this.
Where were you Friday night?
home. valpo.
Are you going anywhere for the next summer?
the exotic west lafayette, indiana.
Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms?
yes.
Have you done drugs in the past two weeks?
um, i had some wine at thanksgiving... that's it.
What are you doing this weekend?
on duty. fml.
Do you believe the saying "drunk minds speak sober hearts"?
i tend to censor myself less when i'm drunk, but i still do it.
Anything you're giving up on?
caring so ridiculously much about school and life in general.
que sera, sera.