Dont you forget about me.
I’m sorry, I never come here anymore and I’m really really sorry I stopped doing it.
I don’t know if someone keeps reading or waiting for updates as I used to do with some of the people on my friend list.
I don’t have an excuse, I really don’t. I’m just very sorry
Not just for you, but for my own mental sanity. Actually instead of coming back here to update I was going to delete this thing, but I can’t, I read some of my past entries and I didn’t realized who emotional some of them are. Crap, I’m so jealous of what I used to be. I can’t write like that anymore! I can’t think of a fucking good phrase to express my exact feelings! And I don’t even remember why I stopped. After that everything seems so vain and superficial.
I don’t even have someone to write about.
I want to be so into someone that it hurts.
I want to fall in love and then broken hearted.
I want to kiss with my heart in it.
I want to feel something real so it deserves to be read.
I seriously need this again in my life, what a contradiction when I thought I was living more.