Nov 08, 2003 18:01
although, like i told caitie, i wouldn't want anyone else to have to go through what i am right now...
well, not going out with jeff j, which was the plan. or anyone else for that matter. going to the funeral home tonight, so i can hopefully go to church tomorrow night. i really don't wanna go tonight, i've had enough of funeral homes for my lifetime. we're "only staying for about a half hour" or so. that's what dad said. i hope jason's ok, and i hope he'll be there tonight. i miss my cousin. haven't seen him in FOREVER.
me and jeff will probably hang out tomorrow. or at least, that's what i'm hoping. hopefully i'll be up to it.
man, i really don't wanna go to another funeral home, or veiwing or anything. bleh. this bites.
love, kt.