.:.not a day goes by that i don't think of you.:.
so here we go...
[sunday] was my half birthday. haha. i turned 17 and 1/2. if ya read the four updates from that day, you'll catch the rest of what happened.
[monday] was school. sandi came over. we went to giant on the way home and i bought mike a prettyful pink flower and took it to his grave. wanted to be able to walk home from the cemetary, but it was raining. the sucky rain didn't surprise me though, cause it was one month, and it was basically the way i felt that day. sandi spent the night.
[tuesday] woke up and got ready. went to school. took sandi home so she didn't have to carry all her crap around school with her. went to grandmas. chylled for a while. came home. that about brings me to now.
[in school] i talked to mr muller. he's my guidance counsler. he thinks i should see either my doctor or a shrink about how i've been lately. whatever. he also thinks i need to tell the doctor about how my sleeping habits have been. so i will soon be having a doctors appointment or an appointment with a shrink. he said if i can't find one insurance will cover, he'll find a cheap one for me. he also told me that anytime i need to talk, to come to his office. i just feel so sucky lately. sometimes i just don't understand why i'm still here. carey forbus needs to give me those papers on 'why bad things happen to good people.'
[i'm] so tired. and i want to see jeffrey. i miss him like whoa. i haven't even talked to him since sunday. i just wanna hear his voice or see him or something. i just wanna stop feeling the way i do. me and him really have to talk.
[i get to see] courtney rouse tomorrow. and caitie. me and courtney have been together for 3 days. haha. and i get to see alex too! i get to see my favorite people tomorrow. sorry if that offends anyone, it's just that they make me smile when no one else can. jeffrey can too, but lately it seems as though... well, i don't feel like getting into that right now. i was gonna surprise courtney tomorrow, but i'm gonna do it sunday. hehe. <3 ya courtney!
[right now] i'm going to go so i can get some sleep cause i am really tired. well, gonna try to call jeffrey again first. *until next time kids* love ya! latErz.
love, kt.
!~!~WOOP WOOP~!~! **SIP MEM** You are truely missed!!
i love me some jeffrey.
[sunday] was my half birthday. haha. i turned 17 and 1/2. if ya read the four updates from that day, you'll catch the rest of what happened.
[monday] was school. sandi came over. we went to giant on the way home and i bought mike a prettyful pink flower and took it to his grave. wanted to be able to walk home from the cemetary, but it was raining. the sucky rain didn't surprise me though, cause it was one month, and it was basically the way i felt that day. sandi spent the night.
[tuesday] woke up and got ready. went to school. took sandi home so she didn't have to carry all her crap around school with her. went to grandmas. chylled for a while. came home. that about brings me to now.
[in school] i talked to mr muller. he's my guidance counsler. he thinks i should see either my doctor or a shrink about how i've been lately. whatever. he also thinks i need to tell the doctor about how my sleeping habits have been. so i will soon be having a doctors appointment or an appointment with a shrink. he said if i can't find one insurance will cover, he'll find a cheap one for me. he also told me that anytime i need to talk, to come to his office. i just feel so sucky lately. sometimes i just don't understand why i'm still here. carey forbus needs to give me those papers on 'why bad things happen to good people.'
[i'm] so tired. and i want to see jeffrey. i miss him like whoa. i haven't even talked to him since sunday. i just wanna hear his voice or see him or something. i just wanna stop feeling the way i do. me and him really have to talk.
[i get to see] courtney rouse tomorrow. and caitie. me and courtney have been together for 3 days. haha. and i get to see alex too! i get to see my favorite people tomorrow. sorry if that offends anyone, it's just that they make me smile when no one else can. jeffrey can too, but lately it seems as though... well, i don't feel like getting into that right now. i was gonna surprise courtney tomorrow, but i'm gonna do it sunday. hehe. <3 ya courtney!
[right now] i'm going to go so i can get some sleep cause i am really tired. well, gonna try to call jeffrey again first. *until next time kids* love ya! latErz.
love, kt.
!~!~WOOP WOOP~!~! **SIP MEM** You are truely missed!!
i love me some jeffrey.