H E L P !
Hey ppl. what's ^? well, as for me not much, today was an ok day. My uncle is getting out tomorrow from the hospital so that's fucking awesome!!! I stayed home today, UGH! what a drag. Oh, by the way, i hope veryone had a nice Christmas, mine was awesome!!!! *wink wink* ;-) and no i didnt get any. lol. i was dancing Reggae w/ my naighbor and well, if u know me, u know the way i dance, haha. lol Thank God my dad was inside if not....... esh, poor me. lol. His name is Roberto, he's 21 and he goes to TSTC lol and he has a nice baby blue Lincoln, haha lmao. Anyways, after we finished dancing we were jumping on my trampolin and then we were laying down looking at the stars, something i havent done in a loooooooog time. it was weird too. So anywhom, i just hung up w/ Steven, yup, Rey's friend. He left his house and he's crashin w/ a friend, ay ese niñito. lol. I guess u can say we got into an arguement. I know him over 5 months now and he STILL cant give up on me, UGH!!!! i mean, that guy is one persistant mofo. lol shit, if i were him i would've given up on me a looooog time ago. lol. ok, So i asked him why he hasnt and why he was so fucking persistant and he told me "cus ur a virgin" i mean, WTF????? i got piiiiiiist so that's basically telling me that he ONLY wants to get in my pants, right? and so i start talking and talking (not bitching. lol) and he hungs up on me, WTF???? so i called him back and he told me that i didnt let him speak so i did. and he said something i couldnt really understand. lol i told him that was the only side i knew of him. I dont know, He tells me he loves me and that i'm his gurl, and he sends me kisses through the phone and he calls me baby and sweety. to tell u the truth, i just go along w/ him and thats cus i dont believe a single word he's saying. lmao. he told me he really meant them but i dont wanna believe him. I dont know, we'll see what happeneds, only time could tell. So tell me guys, what do u think i should do? i'm confused as fuck!!! i dont wanna get hurt. so gimme some advise ppl. HELP!!!! Well, i guess that's it. i cant stop thinking about it though, UGH! Well, ttyl, buh bye and take care ya'll.
Love lots,
~Bell~