sort of my life
My life has definitely changed a lot this year. I stopped talking to people who I used to talk to all the time, I talk to people I never would've talked to before & for those of you who don't know, I got a cell phone (message me if you want the number & give me yours too lol).
Superbowl Sunday (Patriots vs Giants <----Giants won!) was spent mostly outside. I stretched, I did exercises & I ran some (those of you that know me, know that I HATE running). I also went to the park & hung out with someone I haven't seen in nearly four years. It was a lot of fun. Then Haendel & I talked about some stuff & something really weird came up: fuck buddies. He wants me to get one because he says that he is not enough for me sexually. I don't know what to think about this. I mean, on the one hand: yay, more people to have sex with me & hopefully tire me out. But on the other hand: fuck, he doesn't think that he is enough for me & he wouldn't take one himself because he says & I quote "you are more than enough for me". This has me massively confused out of my mind. I wish I had answers to this. What do you think I should do?
Also, my best friend thinks that we should take a break to figure out everything, but this is supremely hard because he's living in my house with me. He & his parents got into the mother of all fights & he left. He was willing to sleep on the streets, just to get away from them. I couldn't tolerate this, so I told him to move in with my mom & I. My mom insisted that we not sleep in the same room because she said that we would lose the fight & have sex. Little did she know at the time that we were already having sex & have been for quite some time. She eventually found out & took it far better than I could have ever anticipated. Super freaky.
Well, as is my habit, I super abridged everything because I'm FINALLY tired, so I'm going to bed. For once, thoughts & advice are very much welcome.