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So as I said in my last journal entry, yes it is true. Barbara Streisand and I have the same birthday. April 24th!!!! This fact makes me so much gayer then I was before I found it out. Also I think many kills would kill to have the same birthday as her, and I do!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Anyways on to bigger and not so much better things. My friend dave gave me this book called “almost like being in love.” Now if anybody knows me, they know I do not read. The last book I read took me about fours years to finish. Well this book I finished in a week. So needless to say it was super good. Unfortunately it started to get me thinking. Well meanly about Andrew and I. So I decided to shot him this sappy email, which is soooooooo not me! It basically said that I still really like him and the feeling is not going away anytime soon. It was one of those emails where either by the time you are done reading you will think I am a freak or horribly adorable. Well he has chosen not to respond to it, so I am guessing he thinks I am a freak.. Which make me sad. My friend Matt and I were talking about it. He said I should just go to his apartment and be like I am here and I want to be with you. Then I started to cry, in front of matt. Ugh what is with me crying lately. Seriously ever since Andrew, I cry over almost anything. What did this boy do to me. I used to have such a hard shell that protected me from anything. Now this one boy comes into my life and shatters it to pieces. Ugh I am not like this whole situation. Sometimes I feel like I need to go to ball state and have lots of boys buy me dinner. But I have a HUGE feeling that will not make me feel any better. What to do???
Anyways on to bigger and not so much better things. My friend dave gave me this book called “almost like being in love.” Now if anybody knows me, they know I do not read. The last book I read took me about fours years to finish. Well this book I finished in a week. So needless to say it was super good. Unfortunately it started to get me thinking. Well meanly about Andrew and I. So I decided to shot him this sappy email, which is soooooooo not me! It basically said that I still really like him and the feeling is not going away anytime soon. It was one of those emails where either by the time you are done reading you will think I am a freak or horribly adorable. Well he has chosen not to respond to it, so I am guessing he thinks I am a freak.. Which make me sad. My friend Matt and I were talking about it. He said I should just go to his apartment and be like I am here and I want to be with you. Then I started to cry, in front of matt. Ugh what is with me crying lately. Seriously ever since Andrew, I cry over almost anything. What did this boy do to me. I used to have such a hard shell that protected me from anything. Now this one boy comes into my life and shatters it to pieces. Ugh I am not like this whole situation. Sometimes I feel like I need to go to ball state and have lots of boys buy me dinner. But I have a HUGE feeling that will not make me feel any better. What to do???