Not so sure about this

Apr 25, 2006 16:11

Life has been pretty good to me lately and I can not really complain. Ok, so yes me and Mister A. decided to call it quits because I am going to be moving to Ball State in July. Even though that makes me very sad, I am trying to look at the brighter side of life. You know that side where you get a nice tan. Anyways, I am going to be graduating on Saturday which is exciting but also stressful because my parents are making me walk and I really do not want too. Plus the whole family is coming out, the whole family did not even come out when I graduate high school, why for college? I will tell you why, because honestly they thought I would not have made it this far with two learning disabilities. I can not wait until I graduate with my masters in two years. Hahahahaaha

For some reason I do not feel right about the decision I made with Mister A. I feel like I went against my morals. I always said I would do anything for “love” and that “love” transcends all. Now I know what you thinking, “Pathetic romantic,” which is true. But I feel like I am giving up on something that I thought was going to be great. I do not know, I am so confused right now. I keep thinking about it and I need to stop. I have eight weeks left here and I need to make it the best eight weeks ever. How I am going to do that? Well I am not so sure yet. But I will!!!

Alright I need to study for my one and only finals!
Previous post Next post
Up