When im losing my control, ur the only 1 who knows, you slow it down♥
So school started this week... yeah i like all my professors... my english professor is from bay ridge nd is a die heart yankee fan so thats awsome and she already told me she likes me so yeahh!!! other than that school was good, tiring since im not used to walking so much and getting up so freakin early!! work was hard this week.... but ive seen my kids everyday and they are the only ones that can put a smile on my face at work lately... working with paul isnt so bad i mean wen he leaves at 4:30 i take them outside to the playground and my kids are out there so yeahhh.... its been hard though Jess keeps talking about that they are gonna graduate in June from Pre-k and i dont wanna think about it at all... last saturday i had a nightmare that it was their graduation and i woke up crying and i couldnt fall back asleep... those kids are everything to me, they taught me so much about teaching and i gain so much patience from working with them for 2 years.... my new class is alright, i had them in tumblers so i guess they will just have to grow on me.... but no one will ever share the bond i have with my sage but us... shes a special little girl and i know that she will do great things with her life.... those kids have something inside of them that is so special and so rare, they enjoy life and they enjoy what life brings their way... and that is a lesson that i have learned from them. at their age, they dont have to worry about money, or love or jobs... they just live their lives and smile every chance they get... i wish i could do that.... *sighs* so last night i hung out with Matt, i havent seen him since april, it was good to talk to someone who understands me and i can trust..... im glad that hes feeling better and wont get mad if i chase him around the parking lot, but gets annoyed when i hit his car with my propel water bottle... lol... what can i say it was 11:30 and i was bored haha...
alright i gotta go to my aunt and uncles 25th anniversary dinner in Brooklyn... yeah so ill prolly be bored.... okie dokie... peace out everybody...