Dec 06, 2005 17:10
is there a remedy? this song makes me want to post. i have been drinking profusely for the past 3 nights now. from the second i come home to the second i pass out usually at 3 am... i am drinking like a fish. liz is being very cool about it. i have not gotten this much head since i can't remember when. i DID however get a whole bunch of head with my last g/f, but that was over a year ago. and even after we broke up we had a few sexual encounters, the last of which left a lot hangin. again, life goes on. but damn. why did he have to die? i mean fuck. i'm selling my bike now. i think of him every time i ride now. so i'm just gonna get rid of it. i can get what i paid for it, which is all i'm asking. anyone who lives in the san diego area and wants to buy a 06 fatboy with forward controls, pipes, mirrors and bags just let me know. i'll sell it for book, it only has 1500 miles on it... enough about that. i drove drunk last night. i'm not proud of it, but i almost got 2 miles from the house when i turned around. i can't do that.
liz almost yelled at me when i got back to the house - she had just pulled up - but when she saw me she just walked me inside and calmed me down with some smokin' head. god why is it that being a guy, head can make everything better? i almost forgot about last week.
it will pass, i guess.
but it better pass soon.