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hey peps im updating this thing since it seems like the only way i have of talking to my friends. well kind of a way of talking. i went outside today to try and call people and relised that connie and ryan both have their phone tried off, and emi's was busy. than being the retard that i am, i desided to wait till after dinner to call noakes and dan... yeah well 7 am i usully NOT a good time for phone calls... x_x"
opis?
so today i went and saw my nanny ^^ shes kinda old now but still healthy and with it. it was a nice vist over all. i ran into her neice who looked a few years older with her bf/ husband thing. it made me miss a life in china. less complicated, normal relationships, low expections, happy dating stuff. made me miss alotof things and remanber why i thought going out with ryan was a good idea. the apartmentin the city, the simi single life, the little puppy and white collar jobs. in all of that i kinda forgot he wasnt really chinese. not that chinese is actully what im looking for anymore.
i guess this summer is a good time to start figuring out what i really want out of life.
opis?
so today i went and saw my nanny ^^ shes kinda old now but still healthy and with it. it was a nice vist over all. i ran into her neice who looked a few years older with her bf/ husband thing. it made me miss a life in china. less complicated, normal relationships, low expections, happy dating stuff. made me miss alotof things and remanber why i thought going out with ryan was a good idea. the apartmentin the city, the simi single life, the little puppy and white collar jobs. in all of that i kinda forgot he wasnt really chinese. not that chinese is actully what im looking for anymore.
i guess this summer is a good time to start figuring out what i really want out of life.