i just know for a fact that this is going to come out wrong
hey people. sorry for not updating. i been extermly busy as of late. 22 cerdits, 16 hours of fencing and then 16-20 hours of emt. i also have a fulltime kid (aka the boyfriend)
and i guess here i just want to clear a few things up (and no im not making excuses) just hoping people would understand and not take offense.
first off i love you guys. you guys from back home will always have a speical place in my heart. thanks for helping me live through high school.
second, i know alot of people are complaining about me chaning and whatever else. i want to clear two things up. 1st. i am no longer back on the island and some of you arnt that close to me anymore, please expect some distance, it doesnt mean that your not important, just that i might not always be able to be there like i used to when i lived 5 mins away. 2nd i have not changed. i am just who i am. i know i am making new friends and hanging out with alot of people that are very much unlike pissyppl. i had hoped angist hope that you would be happy for me but i guess people find me changed instead. regardless of weather or not you like my new friends, kerning is still kerning, kerning isnt a girl a mt holyoke she met... i am just trying to find myself and i guess by hanging out with different people a way for me to do it. i am sorry if it upsets people
thrid, i am admitting now that i am avoiding some people. stuff happened sinor year going into college. i had a messy break up, i have things i need to deal with and take care of, and you may say im living in a desullion, but allow me to live on cause that my choose. i am happy for the moment, and a part of me is really scared of remanebering. i get so angery sometimes, i have gotten drunk 2x now, and that not kerning like, i might be going back to my dr and i have done alot of other stupid thing including almost going out with kenshin. i dont want that part of rackless kerning to take over. and i know its not fair to some of you, but i dont want to remanber bob or high school, i dont want to remanber what it was like back on the island. so if i am not being fair if i am choosing to distanent myself, please allow me this time and space...
-crazy asian girl (aka housewife)
and i guess here i just want to clear a few things up (and no im not making excuses) just hoping people would understand and not take offense.
first off i love you guys. you guys from back home will always have a speical place in my heart. thanks for helping me live through high school.
second, i know alot of people are complaining about me chaning and whatever else. i want to clear two things up. 1st. i am no longer back on the island and some of you arnt that close to me anymore, please expect some distance, it doesnt mean that your not important, just that i might not always be able to be there like i used to when i lived 5 mins away. 2nd i have not changed. i am just who i am. i know i am making new friends and hanging out with alot of people that are very much unlike pissyppl. i had hoped angist hope that you would be happy for me but i guess people find me changed instead. regardless of weather or not you like my new friends, kerning is still kerning, kerning isnt a girl a mt holyoke she met... i am just trying to find myself and i guess by hanging out with different people a way for me to do it. i am sorry if it upsets people
thrid, i am admitting now that i am avoiding some people. stuff happened sinor year going into college. i had a messy break up, i have things i need to deal with and take care of, and you may say im living in a desullion, but allow me to live on cause that my choose. i am happy for the moment, and a part of me is really scared of remanebering. i get so angery sometimes, i have gotten drunk 2x now, and that not kerning like, i might be going back to my dr and i have done alot of other stupid thing including almost going out with kenshin. i dont want that part of rackless kerning to take over. and i know its not fair to some of you, but i dont want to remanber bob or high school, i dont want to remanber what it was like back on the island. so if i am not being fair if i am choosing to distanent myself, please allow me this time and space...
-crazy asian girl (aka housewife)