Alone
I'm going through some emotional turmoil here and these two people don't even know it...those damn dumb shits. First of all, I am still not completely over Greg and when I found Anthony, he helped me forget about Greg. Anthony and I were together for 2 months (the longest relationship since Greg and I broke up)and now I have two people to get over with and it's just harder now. I just want to get this whole relationship thing over with and get married. A couple weeks ago, asshole (Anthony) started behaving differently and I questioned it and he says that we're not compatible. CAMPATIBLE MY ASS! He likes those latinas...grrrr...
These are the reasons he gave me:
not the same maturity level (mostly true)
cultural differences (pfft)
blah blah blah blah (that's pretty much all I was hearing after that)
You know when you get caught with something? Say your friend said something by mistake and he brings it up to you. Now it's like your duty to do a whole bunch of bullshitting because the real reason is "I don't know", so instead of saying that, you have to come up with a whole monologue like "Well, I just don't feel like your giving me enough attention and sometimes I just questions us..." When really, it was such a little thing to you and you thought it should not have affected anything at all. I'm probably confusing you and I really don't care because if you're still reading this, either you love me or you're bored.
So pretty much what I'm getting from Anthony's bullshit is " I can't be with you anymore because I realized how much I like my heritage and I want a latina girlfriend." and "We're not on the same maturity level because you're not latina and your wouldn't understand me."
Anybody want to marry me? Perhaps an immigrant needs a green card? Anybody?!?! Oh forget about it.
I'm going to eat or play a game in my head or something along those lines.
These are the reasons he gave me:
not the same maturity level (mostly true)
cultural differences (pfft)
blah blah blah blah (that's pretty much all I was hearing after that)
You know when you get caught with something? Say your friend said something by mistake and he brings it up to you. Now it's like your duty to do a whole bunch of bullshitting because the real reason is "I don't know", so instead of saying that, you have to come up with a whole monologue like "Well, I just don't feel like your giving me enough attention and sometimes I just questions us..." When really, it was such a little thing to you and you thought it should not have affected anything at all. I'm probably confusing you and I really don't care because if you're still reading this, either you love me or you're bored.
So pretty much what I'm getting from Anthony's bullshit is " I can't be with you anymore because I realized how much I like my heritage and I want a latina girlfriend." and "We're not on the same maturity level because you're not latina and your wouldn't understand me."
Anybody want to marry me? Perhaps an immigrant needs a green card? Anybody?!?! Oh forget about it.
I'm going to eat or play a game in my head or something along those lines.