Aug 12, 2005 19:54
hey journal, long time no see. surprisingly life has been pretty good. bitches still won't hire me anywhere, but life is still damn good. today my parents are going out to celebrate their 20th wedding anniversary KUDOS!!!! and i'll be stuck at home with my little sister, but it's cool. tomorrow i'm going to the state fair with stephanie. DUDE!! rapper T.I. is supposed to be there, he had better or someone's gonna get shot.
i finally told antwon that i loved him (i wrote a letter). he was in total shock. fucker said he couldn't bring anything to the relationship, and i'm like what makes you think i want anything else but you. oh well, now we're just friends. bitch! ivan confuses the hell out of me. he still wants to hang out and "do stuff", yet he has a girlfriend. what a crock! stalker antoine is still calling me, leaving threatening messages on my voicemail. crazy fucker! now i'm talking to this dude named troy. he calls me his baby. he cool, ain't husband material (at least not for me) but he'll do for now.
yesterday, me and my mommy had a true heart to heart. i told her how i felt that my dad didn't love me. she was like "oh my god". she had no idea i felt that way, cause i really don't show it. i was like "we don't talk or hang out, i feel no love from him." she said she'd talk to him, we'll see how that turns out.
i registered for classes. i have algebra, political science, art history, anthropology, and psychology. sounds fun, eh? it'll be okay though. hopefully i'll be able to see my friends during the semester. dannie, katie, missy, kat, shan, steph, fallon: I (HEART) YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!! YOU ALL ARE THE BOMB DIGGITY!!!!! see you guys soon.
peace and love.ariele