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Nov 16, 2008 00:58

For the past 2 weeks I've been plotting what/how to better my life. And for the first time in years I really feel like I can do all these things that I need to do. I can't remember ever feeling this way.
The last year or so, I find myself becoming more inspired to better my life whenever I'm depressed. The more depressed I get the more I feel this drive to fix other parts of my life.
I've been thinking allot about this lately, and I've come to the conclusion that I neither need or want a relationship right now.
I think breaking up with Aaron may be the best thing that could have happened to me. I'm so overwhelmed with joy right now, and it's actually kinda funny. Who would have thought a break up could make someone so happy even though they really loved the other person? Am I just loosing my mind?
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