Opened Door
Hey everyone! Here i am again and i wrote this other poem.. this one is very personal and everything but i think it has a loud voice in it and i hope you guys take the time and read it and maybe get some kinda something outa it. hehehe Well everyone keep strong and take care!!! --louie
Every morning I would wake up with such a tranquility in my spirit of opened life as She would open my heavy door.
She opened my door and brought in her angelic scent into my souless room.
She opened my door to wake me up into a life of freedom and the courage to pay every price to live.
She opened my door to wake me out of my sufficating nightmares and to face my demonds that brought me true shame and no one to blame.
Yes, She opened my door so many times... through so many struggles and through my divert soul...
One day... She was not there to open my door. And i waited and waited untill my heavy tears drowned my reason's for waiting and for living. She died and disapeared from my world.
I was lost without that door opening with her entering entering, saving me, showing me how to be myself and stand as high as i could and beyond.
I had no one to wake me from my nightmares any more.. and i layed within the nightmares forever it seemed. I was locked inside my small freezing room of despair and without any clean sheets to be between in. Only born into a freshly stitched darkened hell.
And then one night i had this vivid dream, yet it felt as a slight crescendoing nightmare of some kind. She was in my room, but i didn't remember her opening my door in this dream. She told me, " You have no reason at all to be locked in with these enternal demonds that shouldnt be yours"... and then i felt a strong saddness in my heart. Then she told me , "I opened your door to see only one person, to lead this one person into a world of true tranquility, but mijito... You are the only one who had the courage to wake up and face your life and this death... It was because of you that i would open your door, but it was always your door to open".. And as soon that dream faded away and ended completely, I found my way out of my lost shadows... I had my nightmares, but i always woke up. I saw hate and i showed love. I saw my door and I opened it!! I will always open my door and i will always yell out... Here I am!! Oh yeah!! Here I am and I always will be!! --Louie