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It's 3am and I don't feel like sleeping.
I have a lot on my mind, but that's not why I can't sleep.
I miss the place my head was at this summer when I still had hopes of coming back to a relationship at school, when I was working all the time at two jobs I loved, when I spent lots of time alone at Bob-Lo, when I grew closer to my friends, when I had our house being finished to look forward to, when there was more hope for my mom's company, when life was much more exciting than it is now.
I can't wait until I'm living closer to campus again. I'm in one of those phases where I've been hanging out with the same people way too much and I'm bored. I need more friends up here and more activities to keep me busy.
Getting drunk is getting old. I get yelled at when I say I want to be sober... annoying to the max. I don't mind drinking like two nights a week, but 4-5 is just plain stupid and ridiculous.
I'm bored, bored, bored and feel like my life is stuck in a rut of boringness. This time last year is when things got really exciting... now it's just getting more boring than the rest of the year which wasn't even that cool to begin with.
Debbie Downer, whatev.
I train to work at our radio station tomorrow. That's pretty cool, I guess.
People should pay more attention to MLK Day.
I have a lot on my mind, but that's not why I can't sleep.
I miss the place my head was at this summer when I still had hopes of coming back to a relationship at school, when I was working all the time at two jobs I loved, when I spent lots of time alone at Bob-Lo, when I grew closer to my friends, when I had our house being finished to look forward to, when there was more hope for my mom's company, when life was much more exciting than it is now.
I can't wait until I'm living closer to campus again. I'm in one of those phases where I've been hanging out with the same people way too much and I'm bored. I need more friends up here and more activities to keep me busy.
Getting drunk is getting old. I get yelled at when I say I want to be sober... annoying to the max. I don't mind drinking like two nights a week, but 4-5 is just plain stupid and ridiculous.
I'm bored, bored, bored and feel like my life is stuck in a rut of boringness. This time last year is when things got really exciting... now it's just getting more boring than the rest of the year which wasn't even that cool to begin with.
Debbie Downer, whatev.
I train to work at our radio station tomorrow. That's pretty cool, I guess.
People should pay more attention to MLK Day.