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First of all.......HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANKIE!!!!!! I LOVE YOU BABE!! MUAH!!
Well, Last night was an interesting night...
I was on the phone w/ Jen last night and it was about 10 at the time when my dad came in and got all pissy w/ me. I had Jen trying to finish up her story and then my dad over my shoulder shouting at me to hang up the phone and threatening to take it away and hang it up himself. And of course I'm just sitting there laughing and trying not to get pissed off, and I was trying to listen to Jen so FINALLY my dad got sooo irritated that he GRABBED the phone and turned it off. (w/o saying A WORD to Jen) I sat there in shock for like......5 seconds? lol and Then stood up and my dad and I just yelled at each other. I was getting soo pissed off. ****(To fill you in...) -See, my parents have decided that, now that I'm 16, I get a SET bedtime at 11 and I get grounded if I'm not in bed at that time OR if I'm on the phone when they "ask" me to get off...well I see this as kind of stupid concidering they've never told me all of this BEFORE I was 16....so of course I kind of blow it off and say screw you to them...****
Have you ever gotten so pissed off that you end up in tears?? ...Yeah well that's how I was last night. But I was like freaking out and I was crying. (Jen, I was shakey) Grr but I was soooo mad and I STILL have not finished my health project but I'm (once again) kind of saying screw it. I don't seem to care about school anymore (as in homework, grades, and whatever else there is). The way I see it is that my parents have driven me to the point that I don't care...but whatever hahaha
Anyway, I went to bed last night at about 12, after being on the phone w/ Jen from about 11-11:30 lol (Whispering on the phone I'd like to add, especially since I had just had my crazy dad hang up on her an hour before that) Luckily I WOKE UP this morning at 4:45 *to shower*, but i'm just happy that I didn't wake up late like yesterday.
Today should be a fun day. I haven't been to school on an orange day for the last 2 orange days so I'm looking forward to all the make up work and the yelling from friends that I have today haha. **Chem should be a FUN one to catch up in** And then after school I have physical therapy (PT) @ 4. (PT is AWESOME hahaha But I NEED my knee to heal...I want to run and play soccer and track again! GRR)
Haha well It looks like I had a lot to type...I just needed to say it all, even if it looks bad, or sounds stupid to someone else. LJ is my way of getting things out, even if it's just little things, but it's just for me (although everyone else can read it hahahaha)
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN'T WAIT!!! (And for those wonderful Jewish people, like Joshua Greenberg lol, Hannukah should be a fun one as well lol)
Love Always
*Beth*
ps. Jen I'm so sorry for last night...I know we've already talked about this but I am sorry....I LOVE YOU!!!! Thank you for letting me sleep last night w/ a smile on my face! :-)