Can't Sleep

[crazyairy]

Last night was Moy's birthday. Naturally he had a party and i attended. I had a really great time and i meet someone new to the whole group. I would love to get to sleep but i can't get him off my mind. His name is Gordon and he is visiting from Europe for about a month. He has been here for a week now and he will be around for a nother thre weeks. What is wrong with me and liking people who are so far away. I think that i live just to torchure myself. Then there is another problem. He is staying at Moy's place. Moy likes me and i don't like him back in the same way. One of the reasons is because i always see him drinking. He even wakes up in the morning and has a beer. Last night i even told him that i don't like him in the same way but i don't think that he remembers because he was totally drunk when i told him. So i don't want to give him the worng idea by visiting but on the other hand i would like to see Gordon again. then again Gordon will be gone in three weeks so there is no point in getting attached at all. ::sigh::

In other news. It looks like i may be in the bay area for the summer. I got a call from my teacher, last night, telling me some numbers i could call for internship oppertunities. It is nothing solid yet it is just a maybe. I don't want to get my hopes up yet until i have a solid understanding of where i will be. So tomorrow i have to make calls and send in resumes....i hope.

I am going to try to sleep again. Hmmmmm, maybe i should read something. night night folks.